I can care
and desire a different path
with you
but I must let go
and stay silent and away
from you
I can care
and desire a different path
with you
but I must let go
and stay silent and away
from you
You came in with the wind
swallowed my heart whole
with only a wasted tear to show
still unable to fall from my face
because you haunt my dreams tonight
misunderstanding actions you say to me
without words to rely on
lies over shadowed by actions
and tomorrow you follow me home
so why should I say no
you’re my personal poison
left on the doorstep
waiting for a life shattering event
to drink and take me whole
or to destroy
Expected fear, impatience
Tell me, fix me
Feel my mind
Hold my pain
Rock me for sleep
Listen to nothing
Show your understanding
Tell me lies, tell me your heart
Expect the same
I climbed a mountain today
And picked a blue flower
As snow covers greenery
I count the days to winter
Why does life feel so close to the edge?
But the cliffs haven’t changed in years
I have
I have you
You didn’t climb the mountain
Will you?
To give me a pink flower?
I have to go in when the sun comes up
We’ll see each other tomorrow
Quietly I waited
amidst the leaves
Did you hear the storm last night?
they fell because of it
The day before a storm
is always the most beautiful
You promised you’d changed
but I’m still waiting here for you
Sirens are sounding from accidents
The storm knocked out streetlights
Proceeding with caution is always ignored
You seem to be special
I stand staring, as I wait, into the dark
The storm put out the power
it will be days till it’s repaired
But somehow it always comes back on
I step into a puddle, pacing, waiting
rain and wind flood down our streets
A trickle-down effect, always
sends water flooding days after
Back into my house I walk
My home was not damaged
just needs a clean up
and a few days
Takes, more than a storm
to bring it down
I can’t wait any longer
I have to clean my house