Each word
Gently decided
Not sure what to do
Refusing to decide my feelings
I do not want to be hurt
You always hurt
So I choose my words
So you do not read too close
And I gently decide
In case I decide
To have you close
Each word
Gently decided
Not sure what to do
Refusing to decide my feelings
I do not want to be hurt
You always hurt
So I choose my words
So you do not read too close
And I gently decide
In case I decide
To have you close
All alone, but not scared
My worries have left me tonight
My dreams don’t matter
My hopes are a little less important
Reassured with myself
Re-accepting my beliefs
And I am stable
More secure then yesterday
Even if I’m no more important
Remember strength tonight
It will carry me for my life
I feel cold as the rain
Swallows me whole
A mood echoes behind
My eyes
I cannot grasp the air
All the words fill it
And I am silenced by fear
or you
and me
Turn one more page
Read one more story
Find one more reason
One last time
One final move
No running
Just now
The chance to change
The pain of a lifetime
The loss and trials
Rewards are found
For those who work hard
A balance
Found to each
And all the blessed
Have all the peace
Some
Absorb the grief
Unwilling, breaking
For a balance